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♥ Thursday, June 26, 2008♥

I have come to realize somethings. There are a lot of things that I want to do but reaching those goals can be hard. However I must not loose heart. So I didn't make the top 100 in my contest. There will be more. I am successfully losing weight and learning how to cook to an extent. This is turning out to be an eventful summer.
Sad to say I think I might be losing someone whom was very close to, but I think it is coming time soon to let them go, and they are not leaving me on bad terms.
My new semester might be kinda unique, I might be the prez of the new D.D.R Club. it is going to be tons of fun. I know it. This internship is working out really well. Just sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to to at this moment in time.
I came home from work a bit flustered because I had a ton of thinking to do.

Speaking of people to talk to, I was at the store the other day and some African taxi driver was like "hello Miss" so I ignored him at first but then he addressed me again So I said hello and kept on going.Hoping that he was gone he was not; he said "Hello, do you remember me?" and I was like "No I am sorry I do not, have a good day" Got in my car and drove off. Dude was too old for me anyway and it was dark in a parking lot. Real classy, every girl wants to meet their prince in a parking lot. Whatever.

I am not going to objectify myself as a lonely person. What wrong with being lonely it's much easier by myself. Plus last time I listened to people telling me to find a date the scariest and the saddest night of my life happened. So after that I just stopped talking to those people who suggested it. I think it is easier for me this way.

Well I am going to listen to some Joel Olsteen and make myself feel better. His words are so motivating.


my donut-addict STOPS!