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♥ Friday, February 23, 2007♥

I am on the verge of breaking down, give me one reason why I should have hope. I have been shot so many times in the heart, it really hurts. I am seriously trying not to cry over the people to whom I call friends, because I know that they will not cry over me. I had ended up learning the meaning of "friend." What is going on. My name means crowned victory of the people. So how can I be victorious if I am getting defeated, my defenses are so weak. Is there something I have done wrong or is this what God had intended? Is this part of my destiny.

I had went outside to take out the trash, and I had seen the most beautiful thing and it has been a long time since I had seen it. It was actually a clear night sky without the light pollution. I felt my eyes begin to water and freeze because of the cold air. I now realize that there are some things that I am going to have to let go of. Like Madea had said people come in seasons and are like the leaves and branches on a tree. There are the few who only stay for a little while thus amking them leaves, then there are those who stay much longer but then something hit it ito make it fall off, and those are the branches, finally there are those who stick with you through thick and thin and those are the roots. The roots make up your family, and spouses. So somewhere I will become victorious within myself, and hopefully my victory will spread and touch the others.
"It's goning to be a good morning after all" India Arie


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