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♥ Sunday, September 03, 2006♥

I dont know has been going on with me in the past couple of days. I have been feeling needy. I dont know. I have been wanting another companion, but I think it is part of the reason that school has begun again. I have to slow myslef down with guys of the opposite sex, I dont want to pass off desperate. I also found out that I have become more shy with the opposite sex than ever if it is not a group project. Because if it was I would be ready to take charge and all that jazz. Its another school semester and I CANNOT slack at all, I know what happens if I do. Well the truth is I havent been on this thing because ...I really am not sure. I thought I wanted to download music but I guess not. I find myslef constantly checking my xbox messages and trying to talk to a gamer who I havent played with in months. I am just about to stop trying with him, well think about it. He is about my age going to college, and he has a job. Once again I should just chillax. Same thing with Will, I need to chill. I dont even think he is feeling me so I should just give it up. He seems to be a better friend for me right now. You know I got to have my connections and stuff with both male and female. Well I feel better now. =)

I also realized something, whenever I get excited, I have to pee later on...oh well


my donut-addict STOPS!