♥ Sunday, September 24, 2006♥
My mom wanted to talk to me about having all of these mood swings...hmmm I wonder why. I am excluded like not included in this family. NO one ever talks to me and when I do try to start a conversation I am viewed like I am some kind of idiot, I am told to go away, and even when I find a good time ther other person claims that they have no time to talk to me. SO whatever. I get swingy because I guess I use it as a defense or something. I was trying to talk to brother about my classes and stuff, and as usual I get pushed aside. People wonder why I dont talk to them. It hurts so much to be ignored, and when your own confidance is shot down. It just hurts, it makes me cry.
my donut-addict STOPS!