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♥ Thursday, May 25, 2006♥

I woke up late this night at 3:36 AM. Thinking I slept a bit and then I woke up obviously. I was thinking about DJ and the 7 Project. The 7 Project, the speaker talked about choices and the choices that you make Jesus died for you for those choices that you make in the future. I participated in the Alter call, I needed that. I needed to be reaquainted, I feel that I should pray, and ask for something but I dont know what.
The thing is DJ is doing something, basically, not a good choice. He doing things that I would not advise. See I wanna tell him "don't do this, your better than that and I see so much potential in you. There's this thing inside him, that I can see but it's hard for him to." I guess in a way I wnat to be a mentor or something. Another thing is that he's chageing. i think its stress, or sadness. The only thing I talk about with him is music or school. But that's not the point, he's not the same happy do, i wanna do stuff kinda guy.
Oh yeah I talked to mom about the thing yesterday, and she said dont say anything unless it is brought up, and he need to stay away from some white girls. I got thins flag ficking off in my head telling dont be chillin with that girl. It'll get ya nothing but trouble.
Funny, but now I want to cry, I just want to to be hrad, you know? reached out to. I really guess I should pray or something. I ache inside...


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