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♥ Thursday, January 12, 2006♥

I seriously need to draw a huge project. I am so full of mixed emotions from this one guy. I wish he was my bf but he is too young for me and sometimes he brings out these emotions in me, I just don't like this at all. To sum it up as well he has a GF but he plays around with these other girls and stuff. He is my best friend. What really got me was that he said if he was 18 he would date me. So what is going on? Then I don't want him because he is too young. I am 18 and he is younger than I. We are also best friends and falling in love will ruin it all. SO I HAVE to draw; to relaease this, to relive this, to pour it all out. I need to let out this anger, this annoyance, this sadness. All of this is coming from my mother, him, and past lives, past romances, and garbage. Somtimes I still fell bad from my last relationship. I gotta get over this.


my donut-addict STOPS!