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♥ Friday, August 19, 2005♥

Do you think it is funny how we all mature over a season or doing a certain kind of work? At first I never belived that it would happen but it would be like something on television. Hard labor actually builds character. I was shoveling mulch and spreading it all over the Bethel playground and it was quite exhilrating, or educational. I was actually blowing off excess stress.
Today I went up to the college with my brother and my sister to get my books. At one point they just ran off and left me I was so mad, I didn't know what to do or say. It was emabrassingto tell the truth.My sister actually helped me with getting my books. Bless her heart. I am still kinda sorta in a way nervous about college in a way. I mean I got my classes and my books it is just the crazy location that I have to get with, you know. Well, the summer has taught me a ton of things.

1. Don't cry over stupid things
2. Boys are not always ment to be hooking up with
3. People can be as fake as pleather, and they will show it too
4. Not all loves are meant to be
5. Kids can be the best and worst medicine
6. True friends will always be with you no matter if they know your business or not
7. Mother (in a sense) knows best
8. Siblings will tease you in love
9. Pray for wisdom and not for material things
10. Love thy brother and honor thy family, and God

That is alot to digest. I feel like a new person ready to tackle anything, but not entirely ready to go out in the world alone. I still got so many tings to experience and to learn. I just have to take it one step at a time. And clening up bug carcas is nasty.


my donut-addict STOPS!