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♥ Monday, July 11, 2005♥

I don't Kenneth, I dont know what he wants from me. He wants me to talk and I talk about the most shallowst things. He wants me to spend time with him so much. I have a job and I have to pay my own way. It is not even about the money. I don't know what he wants from our relationship. I just want to be with him, chill and hang with him. I think it is my fatigue. I did hang up on him though, cause he was sing the tune to Stacy's Mom. Yeah I know it was immature. I havent typed in this thing in such a long time. Sheesh. He wants more of me. What can I say to a response like that? It is so deep. Kinda like when I said I wanted to wed him a bear his children. I know That is deep. So he invited me to kings Dominion, with him and George.

I feel like crying right now and I don't know why. I think it is my emotions overtaking me.

Artist: Amel Larrieux
Song: For Real
Album:
[" " CD]

I can run, I can race for hours and hours and don’t stop
I can float, I can fly us to the highest mountain tops
I can breathe you, I can drink in your laugh
I can, I can live on your smile
I can trip but, if I can fall into your arms
I can stay there my whole life

I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are foreal
2x

I can stare, I can memorize your face, your hands, your hair, every part of you
I can cut off any old loose ends and not even wanna keep a few
I can speak to you so honestly i can’t even run any game
I can hear a million angels singing in my ears
When I say your name

I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are for real
2x

I can't smile, can't dream like a child
Can't feel safe in this wide world without you
I can't go, can't disturb this flow
Can't begin to know what I would do
I can't see, can't find strength to be
rather not be me without you
I can't deal, I can't even feel , without you I'm not me

I can live
I can love
I can be better with you,
For real
I can hear
I can feel
I can see
I can tell,
you are for real
2x


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