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♥ Monday, July 25, 2005♥

I feel so bad today. All I did was laundry, and continue to straigten up the house. I woke up this morning telling mom about me babysitting Simone and Samantha Hall. She said I couldn't because she had plans with the DC kids. How was I supposed to know that. Waht was she going to do. Tell me the night before. So I tell Mrs. Hall and she said ok. I felt like crying all day. I just wanted to stay up in my room and be alone but I had responsiblity to do. I couldn't just sit around and mope.

Why does it always seem that my joy is getting taken away from me? That I always got something or somebody on my back trying to keep me down? LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!!! I dont want this on me. I don't want to be keep messing around with. Leave me alone and go away!!! I know that mom wants me to take care of the house. But you are making it impossible when I have to keep doing it over and over again. Like I have to go back out of the room yall just been in. STOP IT!! I just got to let it all out. And I am going to do it now.


my donut-addict STOPS!