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♥ Monday, July 18, 2005♥

I have finally came to realize that it is offically over between us. I have not recived one phone call, text message, or voice mail. I was actually feeling pain while I was eating my lunch alone. This morning I wanted to cry so badly, but I had to leave those feelings at home. So I prayed adn I asked the Lord for strength. Thankfully I had recived it because I would have been a mess. So I am still coping, I didn't eat alot of dinner tonight, since I wasn't hungry. I have been drowning my sorrows in DDR and brownines. I still feel upset. The thing is, I am not mad at him, like to the point of killing him. It aches me so. I want to cry until my eyes are dry but moping will only do nothing. So as I look for a new layout to show more of my sorrowful rement, I freeze in a cold basement waiting to play DDR. +sigh+


my donut-addict STOPS!