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♥ Thursday, June 09, 2005♥

Now I have something on my mind. Kenneth called today and he told me that we need to take a break and he also told me earlier that us not being able to see each other alot doesnt affect him as much as it used to. So we are taking a break. He said that he needs to think about us and that he won't call me for about a week. He needs to get his thoughts straight. What is he thinking. I don't want to be hung up on this over the first week of work. Will he stay with me? Does anyone wait anymore? I a so confused, but I do not need to be scared. I cannot be scared or elese the worse will happen. The devil wants my fear, whatever his decision I will respect it. I will wait, and pray for Kenneth, so that he can make a comfortable decsion. I don't him to be hurt, or tied down. I want Kenneth to be happy, Kenneth I sincerly want to be with you. I want your thoughts to be srtaight. No more confusion, or wondering. Will you keep your word, and your promise? Sometimes I wish that we was older, and well... I don't want to think that too far ahead. But if we are chilling to make the relationship stronger, then I will respect that too. I need to be strong and mature about it. God, please give him the guidance, not just in my favor but in yours. Please let it be in your will. Kenneth made me feel special, he is raised to be a man of honor. So now I will wait and pray. *sigh* Let me not be afraid, but brave.


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