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♥ Wednesday, May 25, 2005♥

I am tired of this day. I dont want to speak to anone. I am on "manga restriction" because I didn't look at her dumb thing. I wanted to sleep. But any way I have just be slapped in the face with life. People are going to be looking up to me, Dominic, Janet, 4th grage, Hallie, just a whole bunch of people. I thought that I would be rejoycing wh I am done, but now I find my slef crying, and ready to cry again. I finally call Sis Carlyncia. Mom came in to my room to ask me what was wrong, I told her everyting, it regarded people and things going on. She asked what person it was, it was her and Kenneth, but I couldn't tell her that. Then she had told me that she loves me but whenever "I come to help you push me away." How am I supposed to tell her. I am not ready. College is coming soon. I know that I am not to worry and that God will take care of me, but I don't know anymore. I have questions without answers and I jsut need help and it is just so hard.


my donut-addict STOPS!