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♥ Thursday, April 14, 2005♥

Hey Min. Lionel did real good yesterday. Oh my gosh I told my mom about it, she was ranting about how black people as a people are constantly bring broke down, or talked down to. The sad part is that we are still like that. William Lynch (1712) gave a speech on how to "control your slaves." They are controled with fear, envy and mistrust. That is how Satan controls people. It is like how you can trust in God but in reverse. It was was soo good, I want to go back and hear more.

I got to see Kenneth but he had gotten in trouble with his mom. My mom has always something to say about his mom or Kenneth himself. Frankly they both are trippin. Mom wants to keep things a secret and she doesnt want people to know what she does. Actually Kenneth told me that she was a nurse back in the day as well. This is a situation that mainly concerns my mom and his mom. I dont know what the problem is, but I am gonna leave it alone for a bit.

Last night I finally told Kenneth that I love him and I have no regrets. I got to hld his hand lastnight. It began as me holding his sleeve then he got the hint. I also told him to "give it back" meaning his hand.


my donut-addict STOPS!