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♥ Sunday, April 03, 2005♥

Kennthe had told me that he had seen my blogger...yeah this one. I got so nervous. What if he had read something, or seen a side of me that was ulgy in there. I don't know what I would do. He had also said that he talked to this girl and was plotting to have he n the side at his school. I would be so sad and upset if that had happned. I like him so much, I am afraid to use the word love. It is very strong. I am not sure if I am ready fo love. It does things to you. But you never want it to stop becuase it haels and hurts you so much. I trust him, I really do. If he was to do something like that then I would know that I was wrong. But he had told me so many things and gave me woofie. Just the thought of it makes me want to cry. I I would have went on telling him my voice would have broke. People can tell when I am crying, or about to cry. He thinks about me alot, he bagan calling me baby the day before yesterday, but I am no body's baby except my mom's. I just told him it sounds white. So then he stopped. I just cant stop thinking about how he had found my blogger. I have it posted in my xanaga but no one ever reads it and I know that for a fact. But how could it be found. Well he is back talking to me again, but I would have cried my hardest. Alot I know I would have.


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