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♥ Wednesday, April 20, 2005♥

My school is so hat today. Since of all this heat I have been able to get with my thoughts. Mrs. C is worried that I am going up to my full potential. I haven't had any thing to do but now all I need is a plan of action. I am still concerened about Kenneth. He said he was going to ask his mom about the AFP. I hope he can go. I really need to get down on my work, and not just art. I fear that my english grade is low and my art grade. I am just so lost. My mom is being differnet, and I cannot focus on anything for a long span of time. I began reading Sweet Thursday and it is not making much of any snese. We had also read Othello and it is not making sens either, however the more I continue to read it the more I begin to undersatnd. I am so depressed. I go to church and stuff but still. I don't know what is wrong. Maybe it is the heat, or maybe it is me thinking too hard. Thinking is good but I think this Triaminic gives me Ritalin. Who knows. And it really get's on my nerves when people make of of other people with ADHD. It is not fair. I dont know. But I can go this. Lord give me strength.


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