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♥ Tuesday, March 01, 2005♥

I have so amny things on my mind and I cannot concentrate. Ther is music playing in my head. DAft Punk actually. I can't write or anything. All want to do right now is talk on the phone. I want to learn things about Kenneth but the phone calls are all timed nowadays aren't they? LAst night turned into low soft talking about sex and itamcy. The main words that stick out in my mind is " I would be gentle," and " I alwaysa wanted to do that." I have heen hallucinating that he would walk right through thoe school doors and he would be unaware of his surroundings and I would just glomp him (glomp = pounce hug)

I called him this morning on my cell phone before I went to school and he was speaking so softly, he sounded tired but isa was so ...so ...something elese.I just wanted to see his face and his carefree smile and the way he raises his eyebrow when he is curious. Tall, handsome curious and strong are the things that make him up. I don't know...


my donut-addict STOPS!