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♥ Thursday, March 10, 2005♥

I got an e-mail from Kenneth and he told my annoucement about my music video. People did seem intrested, which was good. Then Min. Lionel was preaching and Kenneth said it was so moving. Why do I miss all the good ones? Man, when I drive, but I wont have my own car, but still this "oh I cant take you because of this and that" is getting on my nerves. I am missing out on alot of stuff. Min.Lionel is expolding with all these things that he is saying and doing and I am not there to witness it. I feel horrible like the last one to get the fashion or the news. I feel like crying. Maybe I'll do that while I nap.

While I was laying sick in bed and coughing last night, which hurts, I wanted to be baby-ed. Ya know treated like a little kid when your sick. i love that. But alas Thou art too large to be treated as thy young bundle. I wanted Kenneth to baby me, like in those shojo manga. But life isn't like a shojo is it? SO ust to cope I slept in the corner of my bed. Well I am gonna nap again. I must get well.


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