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♥ Thursday, March 31, 2005♥

I wrote a letter of apology to her. I pray that she forgives me. It was so nasty and mean. I cried on it so much cause of what Kenneth told me, letters like that are hurtful and she could be scared or putting up a front, cause of what Dad had done to her. My bro and I were close to mother and since she is the middle child she had Dad, or at least I think.
I wanted to apologize for that nasty letter that i gave you thge other night. it has been on my mind all day. I am really truly sorry if I had hurt your feelings. I am aware that we dont do things often and shouldnt we get past that? are you hiding your true emotions, andn fears because you dont want people to see you cry? if you want to rant and just want me to listen go ahead. I feel that if we dont establish a relationship now we wont have one in the future and we end up gorwing apart and never speaking cause of that nasty letter. I cried last night.


my donut-addict STOPS!