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♥ Monday, February 28, 2005♥

Last night, k-man called me and he asked me some questions about me and my friends. One mainly Lucy and I was so offended and he was jealous that I was talking to Dominic and not him, but I was mostly talking to Lucy. He/ we/ mainly me was so upset at him I cried out of anger and fury and like "how dare you?" I had to hang get some time to clear my head. Well we chatted about my religous prefance and I thought that he would dump me. I was so ready to face that, not really. But after that I meditated and I had an image in my head it was beautiful and graaceful. Man, like someting I had never experinced before...I want to reach out and hev him hold me land be baby-ed by him, but I am a big girl now. Why is it when guys hug you once you never want to leave that? Or am I just in pity of being held and never being held before? Being a girl is hard.

BTW K-man said that he wanted to jump over the table and tackle me.....my word.


my donut-addict STOPS!